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Hello Again

Fri Oct 9, 2009, 12:43 PM
Wow, it's been almost a year since I last updated my journal entry.... I used to be addicted to this website, what happened? I guess I'll give a short summary of what's been going on this last year.
My brother, as you may already know, joined the service in February. He is in the 101st, Airborne Infantry. He recently finished what I think is called AIT training and is leaving for Afghanistan in January, unless the Army decides they need him sooner. I haven't seen him since July, which has been really hard for me. When I say that my brother is my best friend, I'm not kidding. Without him being home....everything feels slightly off.
My last two attempts at relationships didnt last 2 months, either one, and both ended with a text message break-up. Disrespectful much? I think so. But oh well, that's life and as Robert Frost says, "It goes on." I'm a senior in high school now though, so right now a relationship may not be the best thing for me. I've decided to just take things as they come.
I'm still working at my local grocery store, but as I'm only getting about 6 hours a week, I may be looking for a new job soon. I have a phone bill and gas money that I need to pay. Oh yeah! I turned 18 last month and my parents surprisesd me with a '99 blue Jeep Cherokee. I cried from happiness, not even kidding.
Senior year is crazy busy. I have a full AP course load, with a job and soccer all while trying to apply to colleges and find scholarships that actually pertain to me. I am seriously overwhelmed by the sheer number of scholarships that are out there, and yet I can't seem to find any that I actually fit the requirements or can actually do. It sucks.
I've been dealing with slight depression lately. Things have just been....one thing after another. It's hard to deal. Yet again, I went from being the girl who almost never cried, to the one who cries almost every week under the cover of night. I hate it. A lot of friends are no longer the people who I used to know and be friends with. They do stupid things and ask me for help, for advice, for anything, and yet everything I try to do, they reject. I want to just give up.
Sorry for the long entry.

Oh, and thanks of you who decided to watch me and fave some of my work. It's much appreciated.

  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: keys tapping
  • Reading: Heart of Darkness
  • Eating: Dr.Pepper

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Reality
  • Interests: reading,writing,soccer,track,friends, family,breaking into the top 2% of my class
  • Favourite movie: Transformers
  • Favourite band or musician: i like almost everything
  • Favourite genre of music: look @ the one above
  • Favourite artist: ummm, i'll get back to you on that
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ellen Hopkins and Chris Crutcher are amazing
  • Favourite photographer: don't really have a favorite, but Karil is pretty good (look in my faves)
  • Favourite style of art: huh?not skilled technologically.....
  • Operating System: *looks puzzled* operating system?
  • MP3 player of choice: zunes are pretty cool, even though I don't have one...
  • Shell of choice: define shell...
  • Wallpaper of choice: wallpaper...that's a concept...but i like blue
  • Skin of choice: well, i'm making due with the one I've got
  • Favourite game: Harvest Moon for N64, the only thing i can play
  • Favourite gaming platform: ummm....I don't play a lot of video games
  • Favourite cartoon character: luAnn
  • Personal Quote: Perfection is overrated and unattainable, so don't worry about being perfect.
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil/pen, paper,people, and my mind.

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Comments


:iconkluv:
it looks like you haven't been on in a while either haha.

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This is Kluv
:iconnotaprincess:
Thanks for the fav^^
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Little girl don't you forget her face
Laughing away your tears
When she was the one who felt all the pain
:icontinywriter:
my pleasure :)

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Strange to think that I thought at some point I knew who I was. All I know is that I have yet to figure that out.
:icontinywriter:
my pleasure!

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Strange to think that I thought at some point I knew who I was. All I know is that I have yet to figure that out.
:iconruki-kai1:
OMG UR SO AWESOME !!
I LOVEE UR GALLERY xD
^-^
UR WORK IS JUST AWESOME
:icontinywriter:
Thank you ^_^ I'm glad you like it! :D

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Strange to think that I thought at some point I knew who I was. All I know is that I have yet to figure that out.
:iconzoebuddy:
HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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"Been ballin since the word ballin played out."ice cube
:icontinywriter:
hello!!!

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Strange to think that I thought at some point I knew who I was. All I know is that I have yet to figure that out.
:iconcuivielin:
thanks for faving!

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