Wow, it's been almost a year since I last updated my journal entry.... I used to be addicted to this website, what happened? I guess I'll give a short summary of what's been going on this last year.
My brother, as you may already know, joined the service in February. He is in the 101st, Airborne Infantry. He recently finished what I think is called AIT training and is leaving for Afghanistan in January, unless the Army decides they need him sooner. I haven't seen him since July, which has been really hard for me. When I say that my brother is my best friend, I'm not kidding. Without him being home....everything feels slightly off.
My last two attempts at relationships didnt last 2 months, either one, and both ended with a text message break-up. Disrespectful much? I think so. But oh well, that's life and as Robert Frost says, "It goes on." I'm a senior in high school now though, so right now a relationship may not be the best thing for me. I've decided to just take things as they come.
I'm still working at my local grocery store, but as I'm only getting about 6 hours a week, I may be looking for a new job soon. I have a phone bill and gas money that I need to pay. Oh yeah! I turned 18 last month and my parents surprisesd me with a '99 blue Jeep Cherokee. I cried from happiness, not even kidding.
Senior year is crazy busy. I have a full AP course load, with a job and soccer all while trying to apply to colleges and find scholarships that actually pertain to me. I am seriously overwhelmed by the sheer number of scholarships that are out there, and yet I can't seem to find any that I actually fit the requirements or can actually do. It sucks.
I've been dealing with slight depression lately. Things have just been....one thing after another. It's hard to deal. Yet again, I went from being the girl who almost never cried, to the one who cries almost every week under the cover of night. I hate it. A lot of friends are no longer the people who I used to know and be friends with. They do stupid things and ask me for help, for advice, for anything, and yet everything I try to do, they reject. I want to just give up.
Sorry for the long entry.

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